I've struggled with my weight my whole life. I'd like to get down to 200 or lower. I'd be happy with 220. I can remember what I looked like at those weights and I was still very beautiful body-wise. I am so embarrassed to be this big. I don't like going out in public and have lost a lot of confidence. Even though I have been big my whole life I've always been very confident and felt beautiful. I feel embarrassed for my kids as well. When I pick them up early from school and kids see them in the hall with me I feel like I am an embarrassment to them. So, yea I'd like to lose more weight. My health is suffering and my family is too. Time to drop these extra pounds!!