I’m on a journey to live myself again. I’ve been on this long road of self loathing and self destructive behaviors and I’m trying to get over it. I’m trying to take my confidence back from whatever evil took it! In a “previous life” (about 5 years ago) I was confident and on my way to doing my first fitness competition, life happened and so started the hate.so slowly that I didn’t realize until it was way out of control. So here I am on one aspect and step 2 of my recovery. Wish me luck!