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This has been a hard month but funerals are all done with and my Mum's house is 90% empty. Its been so hard clearing out all her things 9 years after her death. I totally cracked - it was just like trashing her life. It absolutely amazed me that none of the 3 charities we had in would take any of it. In this day when there are so many people having a hard time I can't understand why we couldn't give her stuff away - and it wasn't tat either.
Today I am back eating healthily again. This is the first day that I have spent on my own as I have had to go down South to clear the house. After OH's funeral yesterday everyone has gone home. Its been a funny old sort of day - no structure to it and I can please myself what time I eat and what I eat. I've got a big hole in my life and I need to get into some sort of routine. Oh well, life goes on and its no use feeling sorry for myself.
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