lotus2009's Logboek, 04 dec 10

Its about God...I love someone deeply but that person still does things that hurt me,even knowing that I hurt.I was thinking,how come that person can do these to me knowing how much I love and how much I hurt...Than a deep realization came to me.God loves me.How come knowing that true,unconditional and everlasting love,I do things that he does not like?How much he hurts when devil takes upper hand in me?How come I can ignore and reject that love of Almighty by knowingly doing things that are not what he wants me to do?May be all these turbulations was this message to me.'See Anita what it feels like when you love someone and he/she goes against your will knowingly and doesn't bother when you hurt.See what it feels like when others defeat you in him/her.See what it feels like when you know he/she might do better,but they don't care.'I pray God for patience and victory.For I know I'm in His care.He alone is enough for me.

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253 kcal Vet: 20,49g | Eiwit: 15,58g | Kolhy: 0,79g.   Ontbijt: cowhead processed cheddar cheese, soybean oil, coffee, egg. meer...

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Anita, God likens us to children, and He, the father...sometimes you just have to crawl up in the lap of 'Daddy God' and let Him hold you. He loves you with an EVERLASTING LOVE - and wants only His VERY BEST for you! (I'm sorry you are going thru something so deeply painful with someone else...but turning to God for His direction and wisdom...probably the VERY BEST thing you could do!) Love. p.s. your chart is looking very impressive these days!!! Woot! Woot!! 
04 dec 10 door lid: jsfantome
Jsfantom-thanks a lot for your comment.Do you know any news from sister Kim?(UMOA)I miss her more and more nowadays.In fact I was very attached to her and lost interest in weight loss at that time when she went away from the site.Now I'm trying to patch up my lazyness.I tried calorie counting in between too.It didn't work.So I'm back to Atkins.And almost close to 10pound loss.You made it to your goal.I'm very proud of you. 
04 dec 10 door lid: lotus2009

     
 

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